Dinner with boon boon

At TGIF The Curve.
Before ur family holiday to Laos tomorrow..
Even if it left unsaid,I know u love me too.. :*:*:)

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Boon Boon

I miss u boon.. :*:*

U going for family holiday soon end of this week..m gonna miss u like I always do..

I love u boon.

I really do.

Although u never know how much I do..

PP
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Tablet

Boon boon bought me a tablet..
M just speechless that he comes to that extent..although it's not a Samsung Tab or an iPad..but his gesture is kind of suprising..
I never tot he's that romantic n full with suprises..
I just love u the way u r boon boon..
U kind of cute..
Paksa me to teman u to Amcorp after our share of rootbeer at A&W..and when reach there..I'm just speechless..
Boon boon lah u..
I just love u d way ur my boon boon..
Silly funny..charming..

I miss u boon boon..so much.

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Reminiscence at Alamanda

Met boon boon at Alamanda today.. :)
Reminisce our yesteryears there..
Love u boon..
For always :*:*

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Boon

U come to my home today..I feel so happy..I wish we can be together for real boon..I really wish..cos u complete me in every way..u r the world to me..
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Magellan Sutera Harbour,KK. 5-7Nov2012

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Hey blog..

I know.I only come to u when I feel lonely..
But everytime I feel lonely,I always remind myself,I have God with me and I'm not lonely..I hv to keep reminding myself that..cos I have nobody to call as my own..


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Love is

I don't really know what love is..it's so undescribe by words..
Love is not only happiness..
Love is also a sacrifice..letting go.sadness..and all in between.
Seriously.
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Somebody that I used to know

I understand now what's d song is all about..
So funny..when someone who u really love with all ur heart,in d end,is just a somebody that u used to know..

We really are only the puppets in d this world..
The Almighty is d one who already planned the best n everything for our life..


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Breakfast roti canai

Peppermint green tea in hot bubble bath ^^

Bubble bath

Enjoying moment in hot bubble bath

My room in Hyatt Regency KK

Kota Kinabalu 08/09/12 - 10/09/12

Touchdown at 245pm KKIA.
After check in at Hyatt Regency KK,went to Wisma Merdeka next door..for my late lunch.

Had wantan ho sotong and limau ais..sekejap lagi mau tapau takoyaki..tempting!

P/s: wantan ho is kuey tiow ladna rupanya :D

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When I fall,I fall hard

Yeah..I guess I really no good when it comes to love.when I love someone,I love hard..but at d same time,I got trust and insecurities issues..I guess maybe m better in being a friend only to u.more chill and I won't burden u with my emotion imbalance later on..avoidance is better yes?chill ;)

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Lunch at Ben's Publika

I love having my lunch time alone :)
Now at Ben's Publika.

Soft shell crab spagetti
And basil lemonade.

Yummy!

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Suprise suprise

Such a suprise to hv u in my home this morning.. :)

It's always best2 when u around..albeit my dramaness last night..

I guess it's true what people said about true love. Aceceh!

Love u mr B.
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Grown Up

I grow up,slowly to become more n more d less of who I am while m in boarding school..

I used to be a good girl.a very good girl indeed.to my family,to my siblings,to my grandparents,to my friends..

I used to hv a good connection with God (I think) during my school time..I used to d 5x daily prayers everyday..woke up early to attend Subuh prayer..everyday reads al-Quran..

Slowly,it all changed..that today I think I had lost d divine connection with God..I feel so damn empty inside..

Slowly I feel m not important to my family..I have no friends..yes..although m working in this cosmopolitan KL..I hv no real friends..

All of sudden I feel so lonely here..

To be continued...
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It's true

It's true good thing never lasts..
It's true happy ending is only in fairy tale and movie.

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Mr B.

Spending few hours with my Boon Boon today at my home :) looking forward for our brunch together at McD tomorrow..and our trip to KK next two weeks :*:)

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Raya 2o12

:)

Great time with family!!

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Manila 31/07/12 - 03/08/12

Just back in KL. From a wonderful trip in Manila with my buncit.it's so best2 that I can't hold my tears back when I know it's time to fly to KL..I miss him so much.. 2 full days with him..it's so wonderful.

First night arrive in Manila,we stay at a small hotel in fr of Robinsons..forget the name already.haha.it's late already..but the weather is soo scary. Typhoon-like,heavy rain..can see big wave crashing down the sea front. We have a late night dinner of chicken ramen and gyoza :)

Next morning, we hire a car..going to Tagaytay,to watch the volcano..on the way,we stop at Factory Outlet there..hv a great time browsing through the stores n do some shopping :) got new bag.love it so much :)

We check in Lee Boutique Hotel..nice small chic hotel :) we have a nice dinner at a wonderful restaurant there..u remember the singer very well..I feel envious..but what can I do..it is u..

Next morning,we went to picnic area,peoples park..can see the view of d volcano..nice..and d weather is so cold..its raining heavily.bought a tagaytay shirt as a souvenir :)

Later in d afternoon,we head back to Manila..and stay in Networld Hotel. After rest for a while,we went to d new big mall, Mall of Asia, do some shopping and u bought new camera :) u know I love that camera.hahaha.it's okayla..I can borrow it if I need to use it kan? :) later we have nice steak for dinner at Highlands Steakhouse.love it so much.love cos can share the evening with u..

Next day..I know it's time for me to go home..and u going to Davao for work on day after..I cried in front of u..cos I feel so sad to be apart with u..

I love u so much..I really2 do.

Thank you buncit,for d wonderful days with me in Manila :)

U make me feel so loved by you and make me feel I'm yours..


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Ramadhan Kareem

Now in car.otw to Mache.celebrating first Ramadhan at hometown.. :)
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Untitled

JJ Damansara :*

Oyster omelette

Tauhu bakar

Popiah

Cendol

Love :)
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Park Regis Singapore

i'm coming darling :)

*holiday!*

Of having u back here..it's just remind me how much I miss you all this time.
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Basuh kereta

Bawa Gollum pergi tempat basuh kereta yg biasa kt Kepong tu.skali tgk mmg dh xde..dh tutup.sedih.nampaknya mmg kena pergi yg kt Hartamas tu aje le.haih!
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Bedsheet fetish

I think I got this weird fetish..I feel orgasmic everytime touching a soft bedsheet when I go shopping..and I end up buying one set for my bed..or is it only cos I love and indulge my sleeptime? Hahaha.

Less in one year, I already owned 3 set of bedsheets n comforter! Hahaha.but tonight, I only bought d bedsheet set minus comforter..sand color, plain without any over decoration..n m so in love.okay now I'm in love with plain color bedsheet! Hahaha. Ohh super love.super love.
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From Mache with love

Flying back to KL shortly..
Spent few days in Mache. City of love..hehe. Where my beautiful soul is belong :)
Where my wonderful parents are..
Where my bubbly siblings are..
Where love is born n nurture..

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My buncit is thousands mile away

He's away for his family holiday..
Far far away across d seven seas..
Will only back in KL on 5th July..
I miss you lots..
Thinking of u every seconds..
But I bet u'll never know..
Or maybe u never care (?)
But if u did care or know, I realize..
There's nothing to do to change of what d wonderfully we have..
Cos there's only present..no future..
Miss u my buncit :*
Everyday :)

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Traffic Jam in my Neighbourhood!

Oh my oh my oh my!m gonna be late to office!

It's first day after 2 weeks school holiday!
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Shit

Tersedar kul 330 pagi mimpi kena kejar hantu. That is a real shit.
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A Sunday with Sherry

I'm so happy today. My friend came all d way fr Seremban (dramatic habis, dekat je Seremban. Haha) to meet me in Solaris :)

We spent time with having lunch at Bee's @ Publika. Their burgers are scrumptious I told u! No regret! We spent few hours there chit chatting n walking down memory lane of our uni life..

Then we went to Cold Storage, ohhh n ahhh d imported goodies there. Amazed with the abundant selection of foods n all. Later went to coffee2 at Coffee Bean before she went home and I continue lepak with my ex-housemates, Asha n Syaf.

Lovely Sunday, yet I still didn't finish my research proposal yet and also the presentation. Haha.

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Bestari

Main2 dgn instaplus ni buat hati mau memilik iphone lah..

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Hong Kong

30/05/12 - 01/06/12

Bestari

Waiting for Asha at Bestari Publika. so bosan2 snap pic pakai instaplus.haha.not bad d result :)

A boring Sat

I'm hooked up to my blackberry. I hate this. I want a real life conversation. Real life person who can b my partner, my best friend, my soulmate.

Maybe I'm asking for too much?

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Bestnya if..

Bestnya if dapat pergi holiday lagi..xperlu fikir pasal kerja. Pasal masalah..lagi2 if dengan someone yg tersayang who is all my own..if only if.. :)

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Night view

Relaxing at d balcony..enjoying d beautiful view on this soft breeze night..
Looking at ur home fr across d h'way..

So relaxing.. But what missing in d picture is u my buncit.. :)

Wish u can b here with me feeling d soft breeze touching our skin..

Love u :*

Aceceh. Touching pulak. Hihihi.

This is d zoom-ed night view taken fr my balcony. Nice kan? :)

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My office space

Sejak kebelakangan ni..
Datang ofis xde kije..punch in punch out je. Sigh..I wish m d boss..haha.anytime can come.anytime can go..bertahan2..another 3 years more to go..then I'll quite goverment n venture into new life..

Ni my office space..
My wallpaper for now..before I feel bored and googling for something new and capture my eyes later..

Skt tak buat lagi..
Haih..proposal x buat lagi..petang nanti lah..
Official letter tak distribute lg..haih.
Masalah2..kije nya banyak. Tapi stuck x leh nk wat pape, waiting for d data to b uploaded first..ish..

Hmm..ranting before lunch hour.
Mengantok!!


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kerja

Off to work..
Makan gaji buta lagi ke today? Haha.
It's school holiday for a week.. Traffic is okay lah so far..next week jangan mimpi la ye nak turun lewat2 like this!
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my Gollum

Okay..now mentang2 dah pandai blog via Blackberry memang akan selalu updated lah blog ini. Hahaha.

Tengok..tengah panaskan enjin kereta pun boleh berblog lagi. Muahaha. I love I love I love! :)
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Testing

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head held high

heartbreak is not even.
yet. held your head high.
pick all the pieces and move on.

Allah knows the very best for you.
although it's sad it does not happen like you dream of, but be strong.
Allah knows d way to make you come back to Him once again.
maybe this is the way.
in the end, u must realize, you are His servant.

Mengemas

1. kemas bedroom.
2. kemas bookshelves
3. buy more hanger to hange my clothes. color coordinate
4. buy a small sofa/armchair to fit into my bedroom. i need a cos corner for reading.
5. buy light bulb. bilik dah gelap.

apelah nasib Si Duchess

zaman university dulu, i'll try my best to not write a research paper..bila grad, oh well. although my life is like in hell doing housemanship 1 year there, i feel glad no need to write research paper. after finish housemanship. oh my my. i was posted to a research centre and it's SKT need us to write 2 publications. oh dear dear dear. cant run anymore. hahahaha.

life is always twisted in its funny way.

hello April

hello April :)

yesterday is a great day to start my April.

hanging out with Asha, girls heart to heart talk at Bestari, later went to Sri Hartamas for my first foot massage. it hurts! ouch! later hanging out with Asha's crazy bunch of friends at Pelita Hartamas. have a great day laughing n joking. hahaha. i should do that more often. rather than die in boredom at home.

well. welcome April :) hope we gonna have a great fun indeed :)

Lunch Post #2

nak kahwin. nak settle down. dah bosan hidup seorang diri..
bestnya IF dapat balik rumah after kerja, jumpa hubby and lepak atas couch depan tv, borak2 and tanya how's each other day..gelak2 watching comedy, then probably later going out for dinner somewhere around our cosy little home..or maybe cook dinner together..and at night, i dont want to sleep alone anymore, wish to have ur warm arms around me..feel so close to u, listen to ur heartbeat..i really wish the person is YOU..to love and to be loved. so cliche. but how it's so true the feeling.

how i really wish..

but fate does have it's own twisted way..kan?

someone who love me, i dont really into him..and someone who i'm in love and sayang with..tak tau is we can ever end up together in the end..

hahaha.. life is so funny..

but nothing to regret. and what doesnt kill..will only make everyone of us a little bit stronger by time.

okay. almost 2pm. back to reality. kerja. kerja. kerja.

Travel Post #1 Singapore

off we go. fly2 away to Merlion's playground :D

cant wait to fly shortly to Sg. few more hours to go for my 810pm flight!

will be staying here tonight..ohh la la ;p

Lucky Charm

lucky charm. am i? or is it m just being lucky once in a while.

diri ini suka sangat join contest. monthly, always beli magazine, Female, Her World, Marie Claire, u name it. and slelalu jugak lah join contest situ sini. but paling melarat is when i start working in KL..cos tahu, lagi senang untuk pergi redeem hadiah.. hahaha. but selalunya.tiap kali menang, tak pernah pergi redeem pun..kecuali sekali. okay.. hari ni tetiba rasa mau imbas kembali kenangan menang contest tapi tak redeem2..hahaha.

1. Grand Prize Bobbi Brown worth RM1000 by Female Magazine.

ni time awal2 datang KL..still lagi buta jalan bagai..dia suruh pergi pick up gift kat ofis dia..tatau kat mana. haha...time tu takde Garmin lagi. nak minta tolong kawan2 pergi ambik, tak ramai kawan lagi time tu.. hehe. so in d end, burn macam tu je..

2. Shopping Voucher T-Joue worth RM250 by Female Magazine (baik hati tul Female!)

ni pula time dah duduk Duta Ria, tau menang kat internet, pastu time tu, kunci mailbox hilang tatau kt mana..so delay2 tiap kali nak pergi mailbox check surat dah sampai lum..sampai satu masa, dah tak tahan sangat, minta tolong pakcik maintenance pecahkan mailbox, just to find out in d end, m just too little too late..dah lepas expiry date to use the voucher.

3. The Devil Inside - 4 Screening Passes by Red.FM.

camne menang? it all happen one day, last week, while m driving home..that day rasa mau listening to Red.FM. pastu ada contest via sms.. dia suruh teka what's the movie title from their description. i know the answer- The Devil Inside Me. so sms je lah.. main2 je. x harap pun menang, skali Red. Fm. call cakap i menang. wehoo!! pastu dia tak cakap apa2 pun kat mana nk redeem ticket sume.. i siap google kt internet kot. skali g buka facebook page Red. FM..too little too late as well..cos screening tu pukul 9.30mlm at GSC Midvalley. and i just know about it at 8.45pm!! haha. mana nk cari people to teman i? hahaha. so..as usual..too little too late. again.

4. Penang Jazz Festival - 4 Passes by Red FM

this one pun by Red FM jugak. tapi it's happening kat Penang. time tu tgh broke bagai..xde duit nak beli tiket flight to Penang. and not so in d mood utk travel..thus tak pergi jugak. hahaha. buang lagi. haish!

hadiah yang pernah claim..rasanya skali je.

1. Horrible Bosses - 2 Screening Passes by Dailychilli.com.

this one kebetulan Fikri in town. so ada someone to teman and he's so bersemangat to watch the movie. thus, it claimed! haha.

yesterday, i won something. again :)

received email from DailyChilli.com. i won 2 ticket to watch David Sanborn Live in KL!! in KLCC tonight! wow..

should go.should go.should go..try google kat internet, tiket paling murah pun rm98 kot..kalo dua orang? dah rm196.. mesti dapat tiket murah je kn? hehe. but still :) hmmm..must go! :D

and esok, flying to Singapore..weee..to be with my buncit :)

buttery n nuttery

what a Moanday. feel so sleepy since morning. ate bihun goreng + kopi O kaww..only add up my sleepiness. *yawn*. half an hour to go before lunch.. sigh2..

Lunch Post #1 Judgemental (Look)

just have a nice lunch of rice + chicken curry + sotong masak merah. nice!

but want to story about what happen before the nice lunch.

went to the Pharmacy downstairs, 

"hi, can i get pill to delay my period?"

the guy raised his eyebrow

"er..u mean pill to induce period?"

i smiled. " no2, i want the pill to delayed my period"

he went to talk with the lady pharmacist. a Chinese lady. the lady pharmacist come to me. " can i get the pill to delay my period? and i'm on OCP"

the lady pharmacist, smiling then answered "oh no2..if u already on OCP, you dont have to take other pill to delay your period..u just need to continue the cycle. no need for the free-pill period"

ohh..now i know. i never know about that before! so next time if i want for the period-free period. just continue with the OCP pill u r taking. okay. lesson of the day.

after that, i ask the cashier..

"do u have Yaz?"

"Yasmin u mean?"

"no2, i'm taking Yaz.not Yasmin"

then all of sudden, a voice from behind with such a judgemental look on her face.

"no. we dont keep Yaz here" without even looking into my eyes.

how dare you.. i'll always remember your judgemental look today.

Aunty Agony

happy 1st March :)

time flies soooooo fast. pejam celik pejam celik, it's already 1st March, welcome to the new month.. tapi buat QC tak habis2 lagi. hahaha.  sudah lama tak stay up selewat ini. biasanya pukul 11pm sudah selamat visiting DreamLalaLand.

tonight, it just the night i feel like updating my blog. *fuhh..fuhhh..tiup habuk*

hmm..

Aunty Agony. 

used to read in Female magazine looong time ago, what is all about with Aunty Agony.

Aunty Agony is a someone, when close friends/family/relatives disclose their problems..especially problem in relationships to her.

recently, i think i'd become one of many Aunty Agony in this world.

my best friend, who live far away across the sea, eveyday chit chat with me and sometimes call me on the phone and talking about his budding relationship with this guy..long distance relationship and she's thinking he's d one and wanted to marry him. honestly, i'm happy for everyone's happiness..but like seriously, everyday u msg me on yahoo messenger just to disclose on what u feel, on what he feel..and all the issues revolving around your relationship? everyday dear..actually, my simple advice to her is..please dont think too much..just cherish the moment, and if he's really meant for u, in d end, he will be yours truly forever..kan? just yakin with it and be happy :0 as long as he's not married (yet). fight for your love. if he's already married, then it's totally another story.

my housemate, also find confiding in me about her post-breaking up feeling with me is relieving.. yeah. i understand you breakup and wanted him back..but at the first place why u break up with him? okay..i'm being a little mean here.. okayla..it's past already. everybody done a mistake.. then just go for it! no regret! fight for his love.. if both of you are meant together, in d end you both will end up together too, happily.  (seriously)

my younger sister, she just break up with her first (puppy) love. she just finish form 5 and waiting for her SPM result. i'm so mad with this boy (so called her ex-boyfirend) because he gave her hopes and empty promises..and then went to KL to kerja part time (la konon) and then end up couple with someone else in KL.. wtf? simply i advice my sister..just forget him, once u in university, u gonna meet lots of potential 'fish" hahaha. once he lied to u, how u can trust his words ever again? yes..for me, honesty is the most important thing in a relationship.. although the truth is painful. better be. rather than build a foundation of relationship in lies and empty promises..

phew.. meluahkan perasaan in blog. ;p

nonetheless,

to my dearest bestfriend, i'm happy for you. any choice u made, just follow your sincere heart.. :) if u believe he's the one, hold on to him..never let him go. if ur heart says the opposite..just let him go..any choices u made or gonna make, i'm always gonna b happy for u girl. and i always doakan you yang terbaik only for your life..

to my dearest housemate..fight for him if u really love him!

to my dearest younger sister, i love you..i dont want you break your heart for a boy who is not worth the pain..okay? *sisterly hugs*

yawn.

time to sleep. tomorrow still have to wake up at 6am cos it's still weekdays..weekdays = working days = cari rezeki day.

goodnight my dear self..

i know u r strong.

love always.

back in KL

good morning me,

today back in office. desk is soo messy. change to new cabinet as required. Toblerone for everyone. now settled. time to email about oreo cheesecake, count head who will attend the meeting, nasi goreng paprik in tow. bla2. evidence table? gulp.

okay. enough with the grunting mumbling. time for work!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. lets' start our day with a beautiful intention in heart. :)

Langkawi here i come!

clock out 430pm shortly and heading to LCCT with my sister. catching flight to Langkawi tonight! family vacation, last family vacation for my younger sister as a SINGLE lady. before she's getting married this mid of March!